Dad, Grandpa, the child is financially free now. You both have been gone for four years. If I hadn't been so lazy before, if I hadn't been so foolish and had money earlier, would you have left? Would it have been less painful? It's all my incompetence, my laziness, my lack of heart. I've suffered too much in this life, and I don't want to be so tired in the next one. I've endured enough hardship; I can still swallow it. In this life, I've already avenged you. Everyone is borrowing money from me; no one dares to blame you anymore. My mom and grandma are doing okay now. This is all I can do; I can't trade it for a second life. But you didn't look at me wrong.